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Try Not to Blink

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Put your lightest lights against your darkest darks
Green lights flash, peering under the layers
dark side of the moon revealed in the retina’s terrain

They call it a natural history study
Like I am a tree, an old oak dropping yellow leaves
raked into piles to decay in my central vision

Dead? I thought they were only sleeping
Each year the map shows a yellow sea spreading
a peninsula, then an island, then only sea

Try not to blink
Flying objects come in focus just before impact,
a meteor burning the atmosphere.

Those are pearls that were his eyes
When the flashes fade, purple spots fan out
iridescent peacock tail eyes peer through tangled hair.

Contributor

  • Jean Janicke is an economist, leadership coach, writer and dancer. She is legally blind and lives in Washington, DC. Her work has appeared on MockingHeart Review, Last Stanza, and Green Ink Poetry.