A place for stories about chronic illness, disability, mental health, and neurodivergence.

Temporarily non-disabled

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My body holds a secret. It demands
to tell me, but won’t whisper it to you.
Shh, sealed lips. Cover the fevers, blisters.
Hide girls with invisible illnesses.
Don’t bring this shame upon your family
by airing your dirty laundry, bad bones,
damaged skin out in public. That’s private.
Hoop it all up under your skirt, save it.
Secretly, I’m a magician full of
mystery. Sleight of hand, and you’ll miss the
limp, the bumps, at least politely pretend.
But guess what? Your body has a secret
too. We all have bought the illusion of
permanent longevity and beauty.

Contributor

  • Christa Fairbrother, MA, is a Florida-based writer living with chronic illnesses. Her poetry has appeared in, Honeyguide Magazine (which nominated her for a Pushcart Prize), Réapparition Journal, and more. She’s also the author of the multiple award-winning book Water Yoga (Singing Dragon, 2022). She’s excited about an upcoming residency at The Sundress Academy for the Arts and participating in the 2024 Writers in Paradise workshop.