A place for stories about chronic illness, disability, mental health, and neurodivergence.

February

By

the day stretches out
in front of me like an el-
astic band    it snaps

*

in my bed    a sharp ravine
a single hair    I search

for more to braid a rope
in case somebody finds me

*

my cries for help come
in the form of requests

no worries if not

for DIY    a punnet of cherry
vine tomatoes please

*

a bramble
sharpening
towards my bedroom
so slow it might 
cut glass

*

searching my midnight room
for a mosquito

that could be
the hum of being alive

*

every morning I test

my body

like a weak bridge

Contributor

  • Matt Alton is a disabled writer living in Manchester, UK.  His poems have been published in Under the Radar, Ink Sweat & Tears and Broken Sleep’s Masculinity: an anthology of modern voices, among other places.  His film-poem Brighton, Unfinished was commissioned by Apples and Snakes and is available on YouTube. A fairytale-essay hybrid, working through how to tell a chronic illness story without ableist tropes, was published in Disabled Tales.