the day stretches out
in front of me like an el-
astic band it snaps
*
in my bed a sharp ravine
a single hair I search
for more to braid a rope
in case somebody finds me
*
my cries for help come
in the form of requests
no worries if not
for DIY a punnet of cherry
vine tomatoes please
*
a bramble
sharpening
towards my bedroom
so slow it might
cut glass
*
searching my midnight room
for a mosquito
that could be
the hum of being alive
*
every morning I test
my body
like a weak bridge
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Matt Alton is a disabled writer living in Manchester, UK. His poems have been published in Under the Radar, Ink Sweat & Tears and Broken Sleep’s Masculinity: an anthology of modern voices, among other places. His film-poem Brighton, Unfinished was commissioned by Apples and Snakes and is available on YouTube. A fairytale-essay hybrid, working through how to tell a chronic illness story without ableist tropes, was published in Disabled Tales.