
A place for stories about chronic illness, disability, mental health, and neurodivergence.

I wasn’t ready to say goodbye, but after three years of psychotherapy with Dr. M, it was time to let go.

I’m stuck at the traffic light on Yale and Colorado and I’m thinking about the size of the nail, the nail the Romans hammered through Jesus’ feet.


You smile back from your bed and watch me as I attach the four clips to the blue netting beneath you.

1. I don’t need to apologize.

I felt bathed in golden light of understanding: my past opened up to me in a whole new way.

In Toothpaste, the essayist learns to live with PTSD as a result of illness, surgeries, and medical malpractice.
