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Happy Motherless Day

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The vibrant cards and bouquets are faded
Iridescent memories live in my tears

No longer a phone call, hug or visit
I feel a hollow in my heart

A reservoir only tears can fill
My mother is now an urn of ashes. Waiting

Waiting for her soulmate’s final rest
I can hear her whisper ‘Hurry up, Mister.’

My father’s hearing aid no doubt off
He’s lingering but not truly thriving

Broken hearts quickly decay the living
I sit in deep waters of sadness

Wading through loss of the past and present
How do I celebrate my Mom now?

I trace the lines in my palm
This DNA gifted from her to me

I silently hold my own hands
Hers are now no longer within reach

Contributor

  • I’ve been a creative person since I could hold a crayon in my hand! Always scribbling, creating my own books, writing, painting and drawing. I’ve illustrated three children’s books and have pursued a career in design professionally, but after suffering chronic pain due to two car accidents, creating is now therapeutic more than anything. An outlet for rage, grief, pain, straying thoughts and visual creations. Without art I know I would be in a much darker place with my chronic pain condition. It has become a lifeboat for me on my worst days and pure joy on my best.